Yep, you got that right, Hibernation. That’s what I want to do!

I don’t want to go out; I don’t want to go find a new job. I’m even having trouble focusing on stuff.

Lack of concentration totally and I have the attention span of a banana right now.

I’m actually amazed that I am writing this down.

I quit my job! Yep, not doing the bagel thing anymore, amazing. I need to find a new job. Yes I do.

I really don’t know what I want to do. My DH has given me guidelines as to what he would prefer I not do. OK, I can live by those. I really don’t want to work at McDonalds’ anyway.  I also did the 7/11 thing years ago, and even though the system has changed, I really don’t want to go there either.

Now what do I want to do? Good question.

Honestly, even though I don’t want to do retail, it’s going to have to be retail. That’s all there really is for someone like me now.

I have been out of the REAL job thing for too many years to go back to that. I would really like to find something that did not require me to be on my feet all day long, but that’s not going to happen either.

I would really LOVE to be a full time needlework designer, but we need a bit more money coming in than that does right now. Which is nothing; I have not had a published design in something like 3 years. The designs are there, but that’s about as far as they have gotten. Seriously thinking about just doing it for me now, problem is, I’m not stitching a whole lot right now either. I have a great snowflake design that I should complete because it will be really stunning when I get it done and framed. Maybe later!

I need to brush a dog and several of them need to have a bath, maybe later. I need to get my act together, quit feeling sorry for myself and go get a job. Wow unemployed for 3 days and I’m already feeling the stress and 2 of those days I would have been off anyway. 

I should write Sony and volunteer to be a paid game player for them. I’m not very good, I’m female, and I’m old! Great combination work out all kinds of stuff for them before it goes public. If I can do it, then you know the whiz kids can do it right? I mean, honestly, I have no computer skills to speak of and I game. I’m awful at it too, so I should be the answer to the prayers they did not know they even had.

Ok, never mind. I guess I’ll go feed the dogs, take a shower, get dressed and go find a job. So much for hibernation.